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Wednesday, December 21, 2022

A Wanted No Children Man

SONS THAT WANTED NO CHILDREN

Well the reason I put things this way, is because on this same day posted about Jeremy's name. Now for Joshua his an unusual story in the fact that I was married to a man that he and his brother never wanted children. That alone is strange and would/should make a person ask why? Jeremy as I said was PG for before marriage, not so with Joshua. The bad part and never did think about till there were a few abnormalities in his birth, was again pointing to Doctors and drugs. Can Almighty fixer those things caused by drugs that man made? Yes I do believe He can do anything. The 2.5 children households being pushed and other countries women were using the "pill" which I did do after having first child. There were warnings on them re getting pregnant you were to wait so long, problem was they made you that much more fertile many things did happen to children of pregnancies regarding this. These found out after the fact really unless you happen to read all the paper shit they do with drugs.

I felt myself ovulating with Joshua wanting another child and Bob did permit.. talked him into before work as felt it on my right front side told him I was ovulating lets go have a quickly before you leave for work.. he did as requested. I got PG I did and don't remember if I did mark my calendar I could have and given my gynecologist Dr Seyman a jew, that date...as missed my period and got checked. So once again..here we were with the naming of a child. hahaha well again Bob called it to be a boy for me not to bother with a girls name, but my mom's mom had mentioned to me that no one in family named a daughter her grandma's name Sarah. I told her that if I had a girl I would for her. Bob of course named him Joshua and there was no problem with me on that one. So we did have 2 and he did say to me when we brought Josh home... I am glad you wanted another one. My daddy shocked at 1. submitting to any name.. 2. getting PG and really shocked at me ever having or choosing to have another. You wonder where these men think things. Now J was 17" long I don't have Josh's but want to say he was 21.5 inches I just can't remember as Sammie was long also. Other stories around Joshua will be written but this mainly to tell the names and how chosen in the Jacobs house.

CHOOSING A NAME 1ST CHILD

11-1971 TO 1-1972 I chose this time frame as being PG you really make sure you will marry first, then too after we did marry we did know the name before Jeremy's birth. Now Bob loved the song Jeremiah was a bull frog... at the time don't really know what that song reminded him of prior to us meeting.. things often relate to a person certain memories.. and he had lived with his uncle Bob in CA for a while too prior to us marrying. So hard to tell maybe he would know. It obviously had meaning to him and was never a song of mine. Bob though told me it was a boy period end of discussion to him...like don't even choose a girl name...and I didn't. No never did pics to see don't know they even had that back then. He didn't stop though with Jeremiah also said Zachariah.. so the man had 2 names never did say anything as to why Zachariah.

Hearing the names I did put my foot down...and blurted out of my mouth "There will be NO ARIAH'S IN THIS HOUSE! IT WILL BE JEREMY OR ZACHARY!" Thinking about that this morning I don't know why I was so adamate and acted that way so went and looked up the meaning of ARIAH MEANING OF ARIAH. It shocked the crap out of me lol. Funny posting this now think but would have to look the prophet that gave his daughter to the man that won the war hahaha. have to check that again as the daughter did then ask her father for land in a valley think...he gave it to her and her husband.

Just a note may mention else where but my mom never spelled Jeremy's name right and it is in the NT KJV which she used. She always spelled his name Jerome and that is another way the name was spelled.. the "me" part is what stands out was she sending a clue? Jer o me hahaha well wouldn't even have thought of such cept being trained about games of men by Matthew. Her mother could never spell my name right...she on cards always used my legal name but never put the "a" on the end so it was always Cynthi Are spelling errors inherited?

Sunday, November 13, 2022

Baptism and our sons

BABY BAPTISM MEN ERROR FALL OF NATION | ALMIGHTY GOD & Cindy Jacobs
I BIND YOU SATAN ON EARTH OVER SICKNESS AND DISEASE MAKE IT AS IT IS IN HEAVEN (MT 18:18), LET WORDS OF LIFE COME FORTH TO ALL YOUR CHILDREN (MT 19:29) OPEN THEIR EYES AND EARS FOR YOUR TRUTH AND DRAW THEM FATHER TO YOURSELF WHO CAME IN THE FLESH OVERCOMING MAKING SIMPLE THE WAY AS MESSIAH."blind eyes see" (ISA 29:18)|IN THE NAME OF ALMIGHTY GOD OUR FATHER MESSIAH ONE SPIRIT

I always comment about the number 13 as it was my baby baptism day. So did I become a youth then? hahaha baptised into sin? Well I was not taught that haha Daddy said it was a dedication to the Lord, basically showing the heart of the parents with the strong desire that their child would be raised with the knowledge of the Lord. For this reason godparents were chosen, worthy of such a task if anything would happen to them. The godparent was agreeing with them and their job was to ensure that instruction and knowledge did continue. So really a baptism is a confession and belief of the parents people, when you think about it. With the 4 in agreement 2 x 2? The pastor a witness of the joined hearts of the adults dedicates then the child to the Lord. Well in talking with Daddy about it...this more how it came out with me. So even though I was not in church it still a desire of my heart as I was doing this myself wanted it done. The church not a member was I, at time of Joshua, but raised in that denomination but MO Synod agreed to do this for us Bob and I it was important to me, Bob in agreement. Should any pastor provide this? To me yes all should even if not a member. It should not matter what denomination...or if a member, it is a parents right to ask a request and witnesses there of, of the unity in belief of the Lord. You would think any pastor on this planet would love to see 2 parents hearts in agreement on this people. Yet the church's have wiped it out. They got what they did!!! No confession of parents in agreement by doing it. They got more divoiced untrained children in the Lord. So I ask you.. who really was it that removed Almighty from the child to begin with? not the schools and prayer people. The so called church's. No eyes to see, repent for such blame goverment for what a nation standing on the church, who took agreement of knowledge of the Lord out of the picture for hearts agreeing as parents? Am I judging? It is my job like it or not. We permit heads of church's that are not what was sent a prophet. Business men are chosen with knowledge of the Lord not one directed of the Lord. So a congregation witness of baptism...should be a praise and thanking of the Lord that parents 2 hearts in agreement for their child. So you tell me how many church's is this people? I was not in one or a member got it done. You should not be forced to be a member of anything. Where is that even written? So with Daddy's explaination to me I made my choice leaving the church when I got married. Both my children were baptised. Not in a church, my husband stood with me in agreement to it.

Was my family basically out of the church then? Yes pretty much we were more grown them still there as still had young sons raising to finish. Now my questioning came more then when out and totally moved even though we never attended my church did Bob and I. My heart still did question Daddy and that was more my understanding from him. I askered people you need to understand when something on my heart not in scripture really I askered my daddy. If you askered him he would tell any person same. When something is on your heart and really no see in scripture I askered. Any one of my siblings could have done the same but did they ask? Words used should be to Almighty God our Father!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Same nation did use someone knew something of a difference people using Almighty God or God Almighty why was it changed???????????????? To my knowledge I am the only sibling to do this coming out of the church when married. Question then to any and all my siblings even...there is probably not one marriage within my siblings that any person would have not stood to do the same together, not one. David would have stood with Cheri on it I just know he would have they did things the way raised we were even with Cheri butting heads with Daddy. Because of Cheri's attitude re daddy, daddy made sure they were baptized without her knowledge. He did it himself in Cline lake on one of her visits. Daddy feeling the need to step in for his grandchildren there. He felt the need there to take it to Almighty God to cover them and Daddy's seed there. He was not concerned about his other grandchildren being raised in the knowledge of. To my knowledge only Connie and myself had any babies baptized.. Connie had Michael and Matthew before they came out of the church. Myself having both sons done with my husband in agreement not being in the church at all really. I myself am probably the only one to ask Daddy as it was on my heart and not really understood by me why they even do it. On my heart from Almighty? or man?

Friday, October 21, 2022

1972 my 21st Birthday

1972

Well on my 21st birthday Bob took me out special in AZ to the Salt Seller Restaurant...for my first mixed drink. I did go out a few nights ago as have not had one in ages...at that time I really didn't like the taste of liquor, so when asked what I wanted I told them that..so do you have something maybe fruity can't taste the liqueur in? They suggested a Singapore Sling... so I ordered that. I had taken the I call them kids staying with me in for a drink as I had stopped into this place call Fish Tails to see what it was for lunch a couple days before for a lunch and beer a Bud light...they had bottle if wanted.. I took I don't know what as didn't say draft word to me at all A nice place it is..I just had a like special lunch fried fish on a taco basically, I did not care for the sauce so did ask for tarter as I like that...they got it for me. The gal's name was Jenifer she went by Jen and enjoyed talking with her.about the place seemed a great family place..had a large bar a raised floor for Karaoke and they even had a back room area to have a small more private group...so really nice to me plus some outside tables to eat or smoke as many want to get up and go out to smoke. I laughed at that as said well I have some fish tales to tell anyway hahaha.

I had taken then a couple days later the kids staying her there just for a drink. Now the man was there I had seen at lunch liked him I did too, but a different gal bar-tending...and did ask about the Singapore sling. She had never made one before but was willing to try. It was not real good pretty but not what I remembered at all...however I used to get that thing and sip it all night only 1 drink for the many hours in a bar we would be. So wasn't a drink you would gulp down any way. The kids ordered whiskey...said it was watered down and charged me way weird for the thing...we just had the drink and left wanted them to see inside. So Candy's drink charged 8.75 Jim Beam double Chris a whiskey 3.25 and myself?? 1 screwdriver 6.00 haha Candy had a fit...said don't you tip her that was weak and watered down they are screwing you. haha so I just put the 20.00 and left. we were not there long and I did not finish my drink.

Well the man did tell me if I wanted that drink the chineese restrauant is where to get it ... I had tried there one day closed when hours said opened... only to me shit like this you just haver to live with me a while.

So why about Bob?? lol well I had gotten into the J file I kepted a J file.. all different things seemed important J's us Jacobs. Well I had given Josh his baby stuff and birth certificate, I still had Jeremy's things...and let Donna know that...while I did snapshot both birth/hospital and on the back am sure my room number maybe 206 on the back of it. Jeremy was born on his Uncle Larry's birthday...so my sis was godmother to Josh...but her husband the same birthday as him.. So I always remembered Larry Harris's birthday with that one.

JJ Birthcertificate

Then wooooooooooooooooo found for Bob and snapped these phone and sent them via phone...but a review with stating all able and how good Bob was at all he did.jumping the man around.. haha and putting him on the UNIX conversion. This for his consideration unsigned if maybe he took issue with anything.. am sure he signed the original .. as I said a man still needing to feed info to his sons.

Monday, July 25, 2022

1979-1980 Computers-plus new win11 have

NEW COMPUTER MS SHIT WIN 11

I did get new computers have not used them as of yet. I did call and get this one am on setup to bypass connecting to net... so will see is that is actually the truth or not. They force people to activate a puter online, heck I just want a type writer no net. They do not make such. I will decide if I want something published or not...can copy it to a usb and put on a puter I choose to use for such. It will not allow my note++ I use so will get around that one. I love this big one am using the keyboard and easy for me to type on...most people no longer even know how to type for goodness sakes...they are thumb and finger users...or speech to text people. Old skills needed even for programmers is to be able to type. Now I don't think they even offer typing in high school have not heard of such but who knows. My X husband a programmer he was pretty fast with would use just a couple fingers just like phone users hahaha yet.. if he wanted something typed like a resume or letter he would ask me to do it. He would review it..edit or make any changes he wanted for me to change and then print for him. Well we were young...yet I never got mentioned on Secretary Day. Back when he purchased a puter wow expensive and no people had really, we the only ones in the neighborhood because of his profession. 5” floppy drives then.. and I can't remember what dos word processor but think Word Star? Just dos type.

Funny thing back in 79 or 80, Bob and his friend at John F Long homes, Dennis Woods, I think both them went to be tested to become programmers. Bob passed and enrolled in the school, I can't remember if Dennis passed or not and if he did maybe just chose not to become one, I am thinking he didn't make it. Well back then when I would do typing for Bob in the 80's they had women magazines I used to get. In one of them I thought it funny actually, as women who stayed home to raise children really getting dumped on back then even. Lots of women worked. They had a list and how much the service would cost back then, for all a stay at home mom did would cost a business man if they had to pay for such a service. So babysitting their children, laundry, cleaning, cooking all these things listed with dollar amounts...never did them mention me being secretary though. Well I knew and talked about these dang women working rather than staying home raising their children before, and most the time it costs more money to have her work than stay home, without a second vehicle and added insurance, added wardrobe not necessary so I have real problems with these shit woman. Then to bitch when others raise their children... and the first 5 years wow … shit they are.

I had to laugh at J one time... saying to me mom, she has to go shopping, but no one needs 5 spatulas in the house...like is that just to buy something? Well I owned a set of 3 diff sizes but no more... once in a while using them to move things in the blender or something you kill one..and need to replace one. So back to MS shit.

They think as you can't install software you have via CD type disk no more... well you have to copy it or go download it from the net and go through crap of upgrading then as the software is newer than you have...well I don't need new of old shit. Certain things do not change.. so what the H do I want to pay for same crap but different features I do not even use for? Well they can make it not work on here this new hp...so save text copy it to well Open Office... that Apache thingy...opens all kinds of their crap...and heck them Indians maybe related to cousin Georg... So please pass the “salt” ok.

Saturday, June 4, 2022

Vacation Slain In Spirit J

1980 I do believe it was, J 8 yrs old, we took a family vacation to visit my family. I think we flew, lots of plain crashes back then and rates high for all of us think we did fly that time, I think the time Daddy and mom drove to Chicago to pick us up as the expense to fly. Dad and mom I think at the church where Daddy did get his lisc at where Dwight and Marlene was love them they did. I don't even remember being introduced to them.. nor meet them, we just as usually when visit them go to church. I can't remember if it was a Wednesday night service maybe it was. Well there was an alter call after anyone want to come forward and give their heart to the Lord. Josh and J sitting by each other...Josh jabbing and J jabbing back at each other with elbows like egging on. Jeremy did go forward got out of our pew and started walking daddy on the end might have just told him just walk down front. J got out in the isle took not to many steps and knocked over on the floor on the runway. The whole congregation wanting to help the child went to get up to go to him Dwight yelled at them stay in your seats and leave that boy alone.. said and went to J didn't touch him made sure no person did. J was out quite a while but all waited quiet after Dwight said don't anyone touch that boy. When he was ?? awake seemed to be a long time to me? the service over we went home. I don't remember comments made.

Well we got home to the lake mom the hall monitor...the boys sleeping in the living room on a hide-a-bed at opposite end from mom and dad and us that same end across from them. All the sudden hear J yellin for me and mom and I get up, said he saw someone standing foot of bed it scared him. I don't remember the time that happened. They did go back to sleep after who knows what said to them. I don't remember just don't.

Monday, May 30, 2022

Black Angus Restaurant Tempe, AZ

 Bob and I did have some favorite restaurants when young and continued if we desired a good steak dinner.  That was the name listed on the title.  Most well for us sometimes even with reservations you did have to wait and they had an inside standing area really with all kinds of interesting things on those walls.  One of the things I had never seen anywhere else, was an old machine I think they were snap shots of all that area I want to say as it used to be a cattle farm?  Anyway I think it carried years of pictures and the changes that happened to becoming the restaurant is what I want to say.  I only did view it once .  A coin operated as I remember with a hand crank? so you were in control of how fast those snap shots moved by.  If viewed fast almost like a video it looked.

Well had to write it because we did when want a steak go to this steak house.  I do talk on my sites about myself after Father called me.. started getting snap shots.  I did have that this morning well last night before midnight woke up with but tried to just go back to bed as I did get up.. but got up again couldn't go back to sleep.  Will write about that else where but this was what I likened it to that I did see snap shots moving fast...want to say 3-6 sec between kept having...would be my guess. and did update AZ Jacobs things site yesterday.

Saturday, January 1, 2022

J and the Rubix Cube

 1983 to 1985  not sure just know before driving or old enough too.

Well I can not remember when I got it for him...could have been a Christmas... now for Christmas, every year Dinedine would send home with me have to put them boys stockings I just had to...walnuts in shell.. and Christmas orange had to have them bottom stocking... ok as she one made them stockings.

Well I often put smaller toys in.. sometimes a game.. as would wake up before we want to.  So say ok you can if wake up but ...only thing u can get into is your stocking OK?  Fine with that them boys were.  Them even permitted play new game TV...just no wake mom and dad ok... ok...so I put weird stuff plus set stuff each year them.. so could have been put stocking don't know.

J went nuts with that rubix cube and in no time flat was spinnin it getting it right all the time.  Used to have his friends Jim and John Reynolds even make them mess up so he can fix..how fast do.. well them were not good enough for him so gave mom...want her mess up for him...well did and he was like NO mom really mess it up...so no can fix.  It was like to him...as how played with them even... if anyone can mess this up that I can not fix it would be mom.

Over and over we go with it and that child would in no time flat have it perfect again... I was blown away as I tried to mess with it I did... thought no way I am doing this thing...and am sure Josh maybe felt the same as he probably had one too is my guess...so he was like mom about it.

Well I never did video the child wish had of but never did.. and I don't remember if he ever gave to his dad to mess up my guess is maybe did tried everyone to make mess him no could solve.  didn't happen.. so got board with it and quit doing it.

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